I realized something last night as I was talking to my friend Noa.
Talking about this new relationship, worrying, and letting my insecurities interfere.. When I think about how much of a Godly man he is and how I don’t feel like I deserve to have him pursue my heart, all it did was point me towards the gospel. Him pursing me, reminded me about how my perfect God is pursing after my heart as well. This is the first time ever that I’ve had a man in my life point me towards the Lord instead of himself. What a blessing.
God, Alpha and Omega, the Creator, perfect Judge, beginning and end - is pursing, RELENTLESLY after MY heart. Does anyone else understand how huge that is??